[21:04:24] kait says:
i think i want to annoy you tonight.
[21:04:34] kait says:
or your morning.
[21:04:41] kait says:
whichever you prefer to say.
[21:04:57] kait says:
either way, i am going to continue to talk.
[21:05:02] kait says:
because i am lonely.
[21:05:09] David / Sabrak says:
bad, bad idea
[21:05:19] kait says:
and if you don't answer, that it is okay. oh wait, you answered.
[21:05:28] kait says:
why is this a bad, bad idea?
[21:06:10] kait says:
because i have been extremely frustrated, and haven't wanted to come on here, which i only do for the wrong reasons, and now i am here, and i am even more frustrated.
[21:06:49] kait says:
so i go hey, ditch the one on the phone and chat on here. the problem with that is no one on here likes me. probably because of my bitchy moods. no see im almost positive that it is just my personality.
[21:07:13] kait says:
either way, im mad. and i really want chocolate. or to stab something, that would be nice to.
[21:07:29] kait says:
i really want to know why this is a bad idea now. its frustrating me more then anything else.
[21:07:50] David / Sabrak says:
how annoying me would be a good idea?
[21:09:21] kait says:
to you it may be annoying, because i am just plainly an annoying person, to most people, especially you. so technically for me it is not on purpose, it just happens. and i know you hate me, and i accept that, but in my mind im going to pretend you like me, okay? and no, you can not argue with me. because i will argue back, and if i argue back in the mood i am, i will do something stupid.
[21:09:36] kait says:
do you find argueing as an art?
[21:09:52] David / Sabrak says:
whatever
[21:10:17] kait says:
art is more along the lines of painting and drawing, but i can see being argumentive as that too. because some people can be extremely good at it. others, not so good. like me, i can't be good at it at all.
[21:10:50] kait says:
now why haven't you blocket me yet? that is the question im getting at. shut me up, right now. block, leave, never come back. that will be a good idea i think for you.
[21:11:38] kait says:
and then it will both be lonely again. not only for myself while i am sitting here, but also the person who sits and stares at the screen. i can sit and listen to all of the lonely songs, and then know EXACTLY what it is like to be lonely.
[21:11:52] kait says:
lonely lonely lonesome.
[21:12:39] kait says:
i don't feel like shutting up yet. i do bet your not even reading this, which is just great. either way, i am going to tell whatever computer these messages are going to, how life is.
[21:13:55] kait says:
LIFE as some people think is wonderful. well, they are wrong. that is all bullshit, along with the people. it is lie after lie and lie. you lie when your born, and every year that passes by. until you end up the only person left. those are the people who are the worst people, because the best people die young and early and crisp and beautiful but yet they are deadly to everyone around them.
[21:14:33] David / Sabrak says:
you're fricking depressing
[21:15:03] kait says:
so the lying helps everyone get through life, and they become stronger. stronger then any other person in the world. and when they finally reach the top, where no one else could manage to get ahead of them. all of the lying shrinks away and the shrivel up and die. on the top of the world, where they can see all of the beautiful dying people, they die along with them.
[21:15:41] kait says:
the difference however is that they die alone. they don't die with the beautiful ones, they die by themselves. but after all of that lying, i guess some people say they deserve it.
[21:17:04] kait says:
either way, we are all going to die. and what i find interesting is some people actually think they can get through life without hurting people. the problem is that everyone hurts people. some people even refuse to befriend others because they don't want to get hurt. but the hurt will find them, and destroy them. if you keep avoiding it, it will just come and get you, but it will be bigger.
[21:17:42] kait says:
bigger then anything else that has happened. if you lock yourselve in a room and hope that you won't die from disease, watch out. you walk outside, BAM, you get cancer.
[21:18:05] kait says:
or you get shot by some crazy maniac, either way, your caught in this fucked up place.
[21:20:02] kait says:
i am sorry, i will leave you be now.